No matter what time of life or where you are...I think we all come across people that come in to our lives and change it for the better or worse. Well I definitely think a person that has come in to my life and changed it for the better, its kinda crazy to think one person can come in your life and such a big a effect on you. I found out the other day that for this person I will do anything for them and they will do anything for me having that level of trust with some one is like a unspoken bond that you cannot break. I definitely have feelings for this person that are just more than friends and although I have these, I want her to be happy even if that means shes not gonna be with me. I thought I'd be cool with giving her advice and things like that but not till the other day when I realized when she was with some one else it really hit me, that wow its kind of heartbreaking and I was in shock cause I didn't expect my self to feel like this and when I mean it was a shock it was really a complete and utter shock to me. I've definitely not felt like this in a very long time. So I spent time thinking why am I feeling like this and I came to the realization that i do indeed really like her and I don't want her to be with any one else....I want her to be with me and then it hit me this is not a good thing...cause it leaves me in the position that I either have to tell her and see what happens or.....continue to go on like before. One thing is sure that my life has changed since she came in for the better and no matter what happens down the line she has my heart and will always have it....she is just someone that is beyond description. When you think about amazing people in the world or history that effect you in a way in your life that you will never forget...this girl is like that for me.
Its crazy but some women can do this to us men and its just another example of the miracle that we call love.....
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