Do you ever get that feeling that life is a never ending pool and you just can't stop from sinking?? Just like you seem to be trying to get out this sinking pool but the sides are not reachable? Sometimes I just sit and think and wonder, is this the worst it can get.....obviously not it can get a lot worse for me and for any one in fact but do you notice when you are feeling this it doesn't matter if it can get worse its the fact you are already in a situation that you don't want to be in and its just like carrying a heavy weight on your shoulders that you can't get rid of. No matter how you try and disguise it or try and get over it, it just doesn't work.
I always talk about nothing is easy this is an example where the belief I have in my self is tested and its draining and can bring me close to the edge of just giving up but If I don't practice what I believe it just makes me a hypocrite.
No matter what the situation I'm gonna believe in my self and try and be the best I can be as long as I have a chance I will always know that I can do it....
For now I still have that sinking feeling....
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